Before this weekend, it had been three years since I last stood atop Mt. Pulag. Just being there inspired me to look for a piece I wrote five years ago about experiencing the sunrise there for the first time, and share it on this blog. Since that experience came the morning after my batch’s induction into the Loyola Mountaineers organization, I figured the timing couldn’t be better. Enjoy.
So this is where it all begins. Three thousand meters above sea level, on the summit of Mt. Pulag.
The gray haze envelops us in a blanket of ice, hiding secrets behind its dense, leaden fog. A breeze lifts stray drops of moisture to my face which cling to my skin and hair, creating the illusion of a thin sheet of frost resting upon my features. The cool mountain air causes me to fold my arms tightly across my chest in forage of warmth, as even layers upon layers of thick clothing aren’t enough to suppress the shivers that run through my body. The clouds swallow us completely, and I lose myself in the wisps of white and gray.
Another breeze blows against my face, stronger this time, getting minute beads of dew into my eyes. I look down quickly, turning my head away from the wind, and rub my eyes with a gloved hand. The glove feels wet and rough against my skin, and I take note of how dirty it is, how old it seems to be. Traces of unwashed soil remain on its frayed edges, and I can see my skin through the tiny holes littered along its palm. I’ve only had it for a few days, but it looks like it’s been with me for years. A simple testament to the rigors of the climb.
The rest of my clothes didn’t fare any better. My pants leg sports a long rip that extends from just above the knee to the middle of the shin, and dried mud from two days of trekking clings stubbornly to my boots.
Two days. After suffering through two grueling days of hiking, we were finally inducted as the fifteenth batch of the Loyola Mountaineers. But still they say we can’t call ourselves true members — not until we know what it’s like at the peak at the break of dawn.
So we wait, every single member of the newly inducted batch, wondering just what it is that we have to see.
We continue our vigil, but remain blinded by the mist. Seconds pass, then minutes in agonizing lethargy before the clamor of our restlessness echoes through the bleak morning air, breaking the sanctity of silence the site has long preserved.
The noise seems to awaken nature from its slumber.
The clouds begin to disperse and flow past us in lithe succession, finally granting us consent to gaze at the sunrise that signaled the start of a new day. The sun burns a brilliant white hue, framed perfectly by the blue of the open sky. I’ve never seen the sun shine this intensely, yet for some reason I’m not blinded by the light.
A sea of clouds lies beneath it, cascading freely in waves of white-tinted-gray and dissolving into a thin film at our feet. The blades of grass around us glisten with fresh dew, and my eyes follow the lush fields for miles through the countless slopes that make up the mountainside. A slight fog veils the surrounding ridges, giving the trails that snake through them an enigmatic charm.
The clouds continue to part, slowly baring the entire landscape. And for the first time since I set foot on this mountain, I see how vast it really is.
The grasslands alone stretch as far as the eye can see. Threadlike lines twist and turn across the green expanse, cutting through the forests, hills and valleys before disappearing into the shadow of the summit. Every single one of those trails leads to where I stand.
Pride overcomes me.
The wind picks up, and a particularly cool gust of air stirs me from my reverie. If only for a few moments, I had forgotten the chill that comes with the icy drafts, the moist air, and standing on the highest peak in Luzon waiting for the sun to rise.
I steal a glance at the rest of my batch, and I allow myself a smile. All are silent, some with their mouths slightly open, but each of them wears a solemn expression that completely gives away their thoughts.
We did have to see this — a fitting, final rite of our induction.
Some of my batch-mates soon start the trek back down. I let them go on without me. We’ll be heading back home later in the day and I want to savor my experience here at the peak.
I sit on the grass, still wet with dew. The sea of clouds begins to form again.
So this is where it all begins.


















